Hey, I'm back!!!!! I know I haven't updated this blog for like nine months because a lot of things have been going on and I also kind of got tired of it. As what I've said before, I'm more active in my Tumblr . So last Thursday during our Statlit class, we were in the computer lab and I wasn't paying attention (actually, almost all of us weren't paying attention). I checked out my favorite blogs Spell Saab and Style Is Eternal and I swear I fell in love with blogging all over again!

GONNA GIVE THIS BLOG A TOTAL MAKEOVER!!!!!

As you can see, I now rarely update this blog since I have a very hectic schedule. Actually, I am getting sick of this blog and think that my posts are somehow childish and to think even worse, crappy. I'm blogging more and active on my tumblr jodellita.tumblr.com since it's connected w my Instagram which makes everything easier. So, if you happen to drop by this blog, you can scroll down, read my posts and you may try checking out my tumblr because I pour my heart out there. Idk why but Tumblr is really the ultimate blogging platform for me. Im not saying that I dont like Blogger because of course, I do. It's just that here in Blogger, you really must have a camera which surprisingly, I don't have. All I have is my iPhone and there I play w my so-called photographic skills. One day maybe if I get all the stuffs needed to be a professional blogger in handy, I will update more on this blog. But for now, since I'm a stressed-out teenager who's currently trying to work things out in her life especially where to go for college, I'll be posting more on Tumblr, the easiest way to blog.

I'm not giving up this blog. I've had a hard time trying things out just to create this for my thoughts to be fully expressed. I love it so much that I choose to blog at midnight and procrastinate later early in the morning for the second day of my finals tomorrow. I mean, later! Haha, anyway, I have really a lot of things to say, it's just that, I lack time. Hopefully, next week would be a lighter week. This week is a hell one.

I have realized that I like my blog(s) to have more text posts rather than just a photo blog. I enjoy photo blogs but I like looking at blogs which has something to read because I just find it freaking interesting. Photo blogs work more on professional bloggers/fashion bloggers which I dream of becoming someday. But when I become that someday, I will not just post stuffs all fashion related. I will still think of it as my online diary/journal which I've always loved doing.

Meanwhile, I'll go back studying and read 20 damn chapters for my exam later and try to understand Math and all that. Thanks for reading! x

Bye Braces!

So it's officially good bye braces and hello pearly whites! Just this afternoon, the dentist took off my braces and I realized how much I missed my teeth. It was unusual because it felt like my teeth were floating but I find it hilarious actually! You can just imagine your teeth floating lmao bhahaha okay enough nonsense! This is definitely a yay!

Lumenyx

This is our cheer dance that I'm talking about in one of my last posts. I'm the one in red knee socks. Whaddaya think of our performance? Lol. Enjoy watching. xx

P.S. Dad got a better video of this in his phone since he's in the second floor so the view was way better and ima upload it here real soon when he comes back!

A Little Thing Called Love

Love. Just a four letter word but can give you a lot of meaning. Some bad. Some good. I've never blogged about my "love life" before because I think that I wasnt gifted to have one hahaha well maybe for now, that is. I do believe it can wait but waiting can be tiring. I mean who wouldnt self pity their own self seeing cute couples holding hands and being so damn sweet all around? I dont know if I still have feelings for this "ex crush" of mine because sometimes I feel all giddy when we get closer or talk, that butterflies in your stomach kind of feeling but I've struggled soooo much to avoid those freaking butterflies because I get all awkward and anxious then. Those butterflies in my stomach and sweaty palms have destroyed a lot of opportunities to talk to him and I still cant figure out if I regretted it or not. Firstly maybe because I think that it still wouldnt be worth it at all because I have no idea about all these love thing. I havent been in a real relationship or fling or whatsoever. But I aint a weirdo if that's what youre thinking! I got almost equal number of friends from both genders, I party with them, I joke with them and do stupid, crazy, random stuff with them and some guys would sweet talk to me and all these stuff but I dont think they mean what they said. Nowadays, real men are really in limited edition and maybe thats why girls play hard to get cause guys play hard to keep. Secondly, I try to avoid thinking of it but baby 'what if'. JUST. WHAT. IF. What if there couldve been something special between those stolen glances and all? Just the thought of those three words kill me inside. I drift my mind from thinking of those and wake myself to the reality that maybe I just made everything up in my mind. That theres nothing really special between us even though Ive found out that he used to think I was pretty but then too shy to text me. Maybe thats just all. And now I ignore every time someone would tell me how he looks at me while I wasnt staring and that one fucking time when I passed by the football field, he was going to say hi but I ran towards the main building to get my bag nervously cause I was too damn shy to say hi to him also. There was also one time when he chatted me and told me how he liked my hair and asked how he performed during a competition because someone said he over did it and mind you we're not close for him to ask me that! I mean he got his best friends to ask for so why ask me who's merely an aquaintance to him. I do try not to give meanings all to these things because that would be so lame and I dont ever want to assume. I think they are all just sweet talk and that damn boy got a honey tongue. Flirt.

Now moving on with that, theres this guy. I dont particularly like him but we're kinda good friends. Sometimes he's good and sometimes he's just a bad ass. You know, with all the drinking, smoking, being tough and all that man stuff. I dont know quite a lot about man stuff. All I know is that no one would dare have a fight with him. He is a guy I've almost grown up with. We're family friends and they used to joke about the two of us but I JUST DON'T SEE MYSELF WITH HIM SOMEDAY BECAUSE I THINK THERE WOULDN'T BE A CHANCE. He's just different now. We used to be best friends back in 5th or 6th grade and he would call me asking about home works or some things he'd like to ask, just normal things eleven year olds talk about. But then he transferred school. He came back last year when we're in 9th grade up to now. He is different from the good guy I would comfortably talk with about simple stuff. I mean, we still talk now. In fact, we're going to have a weekend getaway next Friday in San Joaquin cause my family got a beach house and they also got a business there. It's just a short distance from my house to his. We're planning to bring with us close friends.

Thats it. That's all I can talk about before I talk about this friend of mine. I'm just gonna shut the hell up before somebody I know reads this because it would be so obvious and it just isnt right to like him because.. *immediately zips mouth, locks it and throws key out of the window*. I know there wouldnt be anything special because well, nothing ever special happens. I just get my hopes down.

Break!

Now here's what I'm talking about in my last post- my vacation last semestral break. This blog post will be composed of pictures I took in my whole break like my outfit of the day, my lunch or dinner or just some weird, random things I find cool. It's actually my third time to visit Singapore so we only visited some of the places we havent been to on our last two visits. I wasnt that really excited but then I liked some of the places and a bit managed to enjoy as well. Malaysia was okay, being at the Genting Highlands was also fun. 

Damn. I freakin missed blogging. 

Essentials

upon arriving at NAIA
Top: Betty (SM Department Store)
Shorts: Levis
Bag: Guess

lunch w fam at Hap Chan Chinese Restaurant, McKinley

checking our condo unit at Solano Hills

strolling at Rockwell, one of my favorite places
Top: Forever 21
Shorts: Guess

late lunch at Shakey's  Paseo de Magallanes

Trick or Treat!

Top: Forever 21
Shoes: Converse Chuck Taylor Slim
Earrings: Forever 21
Shorts: Guess

Sunnies: SM Dept Store

Halo Halo at SM Makati Food Court!

glad cause dad didnt took my little work from his desk

out at night in Bonifacio Global City
Top: Forever 21
Shorts: Guess
Shoes: Bocalo (SM Dept Store)

dinner at Serendra

qt pie trash bin i wanna bring it at home!

catching up 6:30 AM flight bound for Singapore

pretty boy hunting hell yeah

Changi Airport

Miles and Joana!

awkward right there

w my "sisters"

mumsy and papsy

in the cab! haggard face is haggard

view

i like our hotel room at RELC International Hotel

lunch at mcdonald's, orchard

lookin very haggard cause i only got three hours of sleep

got these halloween sunnies at National Bookstore for only P50 back in Iloilo! yay or nay?

w the girls at Singapore Botanic Gardens

oh hi there

Swan Lake, Singapore Botanic Gardens

Brunch

fishes in the swan lake... weird

Top: Forever 21
Shorts: Guess
Shoes: Bocalo

MONROE

This mall is so cool. You can dip your tired feet from shopping and just chill out there anytime you want! Now who wouldnt want that?!

Pretty Flyer

Skyfall

Marina Bay Sands

Dianne & Joana

Matching Outfit!

strolling at night

gotta love the malls

Orchard Road is so pretty at night

everything just seemed familiar

Malaysia bound

gotta love the first class bus! they got plugs and cool comfy seats!

lovely pool at the place we're staying at

Kuala Lumpur

The next day we're off to Genting Highlands..

i so love the lights here

Mom!

Spinner

Big Red Bus!

Caterpillar Ride

Resorts World Hotel @ Genting Highlands, Kuala Lumpur Malaysia.

Lunch at Marrybrown

waffle snack at Daily Fresh, Genting Highlands

Back in Manila and waiting flight for Iloilo. No sleep again. Damn. Lol.